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Today has been a good day i guess its nice waking up think wow i actually didn't drink last night for probably the first time in i would say a month or so which it kinda bad but I'm going to try and stop drinking for a while its gotten out of hand especially these last few weeks man nuts shit going on but oh well man. i got up early called and talked to Amanda for a while it was nice caught the bus and went and got a new tire and tube for my bike..I've missed that thing it felt good being on it again but anyways i went locked my bike up in the parking garage in Santa Rosa walked to the mall got a smoothie and went outside for a cigarette and decided i wanted to read a book so i got up walked to the public library on the way there i decided i wanted to read a nonfiction about depression. I got there and renewed my library card and went to go look and well the first isle i went down the first book that i noticed just so happened to be called Unholy Ghost Writers on Depression. I got a great big smile on my face and knew that would be the book. it's a 27 different stories and essays from 27 different people writing about their encounters with self depression and people in their lives that have depression, so far i be live I've read either 3 or 4 of them and its amazing its so well written, its definitely something I'm going to finish quickly because the guy at the counter recommended me a book called Darkness Visible which is similar but all from one person i would say check both out for sure